Thinking Thoughts on Thinking

It’s hard to think
When you don’t know
What you’re thinking
But I know I’m thinking a lot
I wish the cloud in my mind
Would disappear
I wish I wasn’t so critical of myself
Or so sad sometimes either
But I’m not sad
I just don’t feel that much
And I think my laugh is louder
To convince myself it’s real
But some days
Right now
The clouds are too much
The sky is too blue
And I just can’t think
About things that are nice
But you don’t want to know
What the demons whisper
Especially when you know
You’re no angel either

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