History isn’t History

I’m trying to be enough.
But history has a way of repeating itself.
Do I waste your time?
Do I scare you?
I know I do.
People seem to get scared if I have emotions
I guess that’s why I don’t show them
It’s my fault.
History taught them to be that way.
You worry.
And I scare you.
But I waste your time.
I don’t want to scare anyone anymore
And that’s hard
Because I made a habit
Of scaring people with my emotions
So how much is it worth?
To always be a monster under a bed
Even this will scare you
But I’m confusing myself
Because I’m not sure if I’m crying for help
Or saying I’m okay

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